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Happy 2013 + Galaxy SIII

Tue Jan 1, 2013, 1:47 AM
Hi guys... long time no write...

happy 2013 and all that. Hope you all have a wonderful and prosperous new year.

Also i brought myself a Galaxy sIII with my bonus... its freaking awesome!... hence the new walls...

  • Mood: Bemused
  • Listening to: ASC
  • Reading: The Hobbit

thank you!

Thu Nov 15, 2012, 7:23 PM
This is just a shout out to :iconultimatert: for my new ava... WOOOO!!! its awesome...thanks man!

  • Mood: Excited
  • Reading: David Eddings

Can You help?

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 6, 2012, 9:22 PM
Does anyone know how to change permissions in a group that the votes needed for a submission goes down from say three to one?
DA FAQ is no help at all... as usual.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Reading: Terry Pratchett

Hard Times

Sun Sep 23, 2012, 9:57 AM
So yeah... i have a had a pretty hard month. Someone that was rather close to me turned out to a huge fraud and pathological liar and got me into extremely big trouble.
I have not really felt like doing walls...
but there are two new ones up so i hope they are usable!

  • Mood: Regretful
  • Reading: Terry Pratchett
  • Eating: A cheese and tomato sandwich
  • Drinking: Coke

New Wall...

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 19, 2012, 10:18 AM
So yeah... here is a new wall...
I have been extremely busy with my new job and ... other stuff.
I have also bought myself a Kindle... which is probably the awesomest thing since Lindt chocolate.

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  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: Tool
  • Reading: Jim Butcher
  • Eating: Lindt Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coffee

Groups

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 18, 2012, 9:37 PM
As you may have noticed i have changed my roles in some of my groups to member as i no longer have the time to manage all my stuff on DA properly. I am sorry if i let some of you guys down.

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Ramond E Feist
  • Watching: Bones Season 3
  • Playing: Dungeons of Dredmore
  • Drinking: Coffee

Sorry

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 6, 2012, 9:33 PM
Hi All


Sorry that i have not posted anything in a while. This new job is a hell of a challenge because its not in my field and i basically have to learn everything from scratch. Also at this time we are doing a Tourism EXPO.

At home we have a six week old baby (her name is Yuuki and she's a mutt.)


Question: Would someone like to design a new icon and ID for me? Price = 250 points (i pay you 250points)

Sorry if this made little sense. I am really, really tired and its cold and i want to sleep.

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Ramond E Feist
  • Watching: Bones Season 3
  • Playing: Dungeons of Dredmore
  • Drinking: Coffee

Long time no post...

Mon May 14, 2012, 10:09 PM
 



Well its been a long time.

:bulletblue:  I got a job. I start today. yep... but i am nervous... it's goin to be hard but i think i can do it.

 
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Reading: LOTR
  • Watching: Bones Season 3
  • Playing: Dungeons of Dredmore
  • Drinking: Coffee

Aftermath...

Fri Apr 27, 2012, 10:57 PM
Ok...

i have run every antivirus, anti malware known to man and have found nothing. Also the phantom uploads has stopped uploading all the time but it does seem according to Rainmeter that short bursts happen now and again...

My internet speed has returned to normal. and my download speed and cpu usage and stuff are all normal....

Someone suggested a good firewall. I am currently using the windows one.

Can you guys maybe suggest a better one. I had Comodo but somehow a virus hijacked it and it caused no ends of problems and i had to reformat my pc. So Comodo is out for me.

  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Playing: Minecraft

Help!

Fri Apr 27, 2012, 4:54 AM
Ok... this morning when i switched on my pc everything was fine.

When i came back from town.. not so much.

Now my pc is constantly uploading and downloading things. Even though i am not currently downloading things. I tried to download something but my download speed is the half of what it should be.  My brother who uses the same router as i do (we have a small network at home) has no such problem with his internet.

I am ran Malwarebytes and my antivirus and found nothing. Because my 1st was malware or similar things.

Firewall is on.

Can someone please help me sort this out. Its messing with my internet speed and things.

  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Playing: Minecraft

Cra.p (i mean Sta.sh)

Sun Apr 22, 2012, 9:08 AM
Good Grief,

Stash is shit to use when you upload.  the preview image never loads correctly. I always have to load it 2 or 3 times before it actually decides to stick.

Next time I have a lot of stuff to load i will use normal upload. It takes longer but at least i am sure it freakin' works...(hear that DA?)

  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Muse
  • Playing: Minecraft

Because of Because minecraft

Sun Mar 25, 2012, 1:29 AM
I felt so bad about my Because Minecraft journal...

I opened PS and lo and behold  ----->    New WALLPAPER...

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Drinking: Cranberry Ice Tea

Sorry

Sat Mar 24, 2012, 3:49 AM
There has been an abscence of Walls and things. I haven't even opened PS in a while.

because why?


because this -  New Minecraft Logo Desktop by ShortStuf7

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Drinking: Coke

Need some help....

Wed Mar 7, 2012, 1:03 AM
Ok Firstly...

There is a new wallpaper.. ZOMG!!! that only took like 2/3 weeks..
Also i posted some new Iphone Cases here www.redbubble.com/people/natsu…
And there is a new Texture Pack as well..


Ok.. I need help with the following. I don't know how many of you will know who Drizzt Du'Orden  or Guenwhyvar is but i made some walls of them (minimal style).
What i am not sure is if i should post them in packs.

I have made previews and put them in my stash.  Please look at them and tell me yay or nay.

Drizzt : sta.sh/0dedd4mcbd0

Guenwhyvar : sta.sh/025hz1g4lyl4

Also on this whole Kony/LRA thing making the rounds on DA... Yeah...Africa is not a nice place. No matter what MSM tells you.

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Playing: ROTMG
  • Drinking: Coffee

Other Sites

Sun Mar 4, 2012, 10:26 PM
So...

I have opened a RedBubble account... www.redbubble.com/people/natsu…

and i have posted my 1st Iphone case... www.redbubble.com/people/natsu…

i am not sure if i should put some other stuff up as prints...

I might even post a new wall today... here is hoping for the best...

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Playing: ROTMG
  • Drinking: Coffee

Artblockishness

Tue Feb 28, 2012, 8:34 PM
So... yeah... i am so stressed out at this point i cannot even force myself to open PS much less make something pretty to give you guys.. I am sorry...

:bulletblue: I am broke... cannot pay any of my commitments

:bulletblue: Still have not received ant callback from De Beers... so i think i am not going to get that one.. that's the one thing about being cynical and pessimistic... you are right 95% of the time... the other 5% you are pleasantly surprised... But i think i am right on this one.


In other news ... Thank you for 20 000 pageviews and 300+ watchers...

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Playing: ROTMG
  • Drinking: Coffee

Polygraph...

Tue Feb 14, 2012, 8:48 AM
Has anyone ever done a polygraph before...It's damn weird and stressful...

also gots an interview with De Beers (Diamond Mine)  tomorrow... WISH ME LUCKSIES!!

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Drinking: Coffee

/Rant/

Sun Feb 12, 2012, 1:18 AM
If you don't like personal rants please don't read this...

I need to get this off my chest and I don't have all that much of other places to do it...


... so,  i have this drag down, screaming fight with my mother. About my inability to get a job. and how i am messing up their lives. Also i am doing it on purpose because i am a lazy bitch and i am too fat to get a job. So i tell her maybe i should get my stuff and live on the street and prostitute myself  and all i get is "don't take to long packing your stuff"

and my brother gets more money to study for more IT courses... after he put them in a crap load of debt for not finishing his Bsc. at university..


To clarify: I have a Hons BA in Industrial Psychology and 7 Years experience in Human Resources. Unfortunately my experience is fairly specific and big companies are my best bet. But Big Companies have to apply AA rules more stringently due to our government and there i am shit out of luck because i am white. I know this because i used to work in a big company and i know how the cookie crumbles. No matter if i am best qualified to do the job. That leaves smaller companies.  Which i cannot get into because i am not a HR generalist (i don't have Payroll experience). I have tried applying for other positions like Secretaries and PA... but they take one look at my qualifications and tell me i am over qualified and they can't pay my salary not matter if i tell them i don't mind for a lower salary. I have applied for waitressing jobs... same thing.

I have applied for positions overseas and South Africa. I have made a few inquiries on these and the consensus is that the relocation costs for me is too much. Because i live where i do.

I am 31. I have no friends except for a few online ones here on DA and elsewhere. I am single. I don't have any prospects of changing the mess that is my life soon. I diagnosed Bipolar II and my self confidence is so low  you can't even see it with a goddamn electron microscope... i am supposed to be on meds but cannot afford them.


i have no idea what to do anymore...other than taking the big punch out.  And before anyone tells me that's not an option. Yes i know that. what you leave behind is much more crap and problems. I know because i had family members that committed suicide.Yes i know its the depression talking. Doesn't change how i feel though. And please don't tell me to get out and meet people...because i can't. I just don't have it in me anymore.


Yes this is a very attentionwhorish kinda journal. sue me.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Drinking: Coffee

Blocked...

Tue Feb 7, 2012, 8:57 PM
Cholesterol of art block
Oh how i hate thy obstruction
to creativeness...


(apparently i can still spout utter rubbish when i feel so inclined)...

Anyhoo... bear with me guys. at the moment I open PS... stare at it for 10 mins and then close it again. :iconihateitplz:

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Drinking: Coffee

Space?

Wed Feb 1, 2012, 2:09 AM
I like the space wall...

Should i do more of them?

I also think my interview went ok... we shall see...

  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Drinking: Oros